Stress

I'm tired of being Okay and Happy and Fine. Not that I've had to force myself to smile or to make conversation about what happened during your day, but I'm ready to just be sad if I want to be. I don't want to feel like I can't let stress weigh me down. Look I'm a little bit stressed, and it's making me tired and maybe a little unhappy..., but that's okay.
Why shouldn't I be able to say Look, I feel like sitting in my pajamas listening to sad music.
I know that the way to eliminate stress is to get the things done that are stressing you out. But isn't it just easier to avoid them? Hm maybe not.

Do I allow myself right now to be tired, and to go to bed? Knowing that tomorrow, no matter how good my intentions, I will end up not being nearly as productive as I ought to be? But wouldn't it be better to sleep now, that way I don't stress over not understanding what I'm trying to do and then going to bed later, more tired and more stressed out?
I could sleep now, and then tomorrow I can wake up earlier than I have been, that way I will be able to start doing homework before I get tired and thus stressed out. Also, if I start doing homework earlier in the day, then I can get more done.  Alright, I can do this.

Tomorrow I Will Not Procrastinate.

I think I just talked myself out of doing homework....

"Insanity is doing something over and over again and expecting different results."
Dee